Natural Mystics
If I vow for my life, where should I flee to. Shall I keep this under my nails, and pray on where it would take me. Though I am not convinced by your fragile lips, your withered tongue. For under this false infatuation, you let your eyes in me.
Hoa Lo : 1
Courage only exists in beliefs.
Hoa Lo prison, situated in the heart of Ha Noi, Vietnam. Now only a living memory and proof of carnage, preserved and open for public to be a first-hand witness to a buried terror.
Commonly known as Hell's Hole, it is once a home of numbers of Vietnamese prisoners, mainly of political being. The French had suppressed political campaigns of the Local in agitating for Independance.
I am not much for the period where American Pilots were detained (Vietnam War), as they were provided with a normal living condition, of which unattainable by the Vietnamese People outside the prison at the time. Not trying to paint a bad picture, but you can develop your own judgment on this particular subject.
In today's hard current position, we fight for freedom. Though it is maintainable as we keep on going back and forth while playing the cards. I have understand, during the days of Vietnamese pre-independence, the French was not in deep sleep with many of the locals conjointly fighting for an independence via political ideologies. As for preservation of the cowardice tradition, those involved in any way is sent to Hoa La, not only to keep them away from those under the arms of the French, but to torture and assisting in creating a Hell on earth.
The courage is dressed in a numbered cloth, with it being the only comfort during the stay.
The view of those unfairly silenced.
This is where a clear look on the condition of those detained, where shackles prevent them from any sort of movement. This is where my heart started to sank, as several circumstances are walked through. From the view of ideas exchanged to a grief in arm. They witness cruelty, friendship, and death, all on the very cold metal steel, the closest to live a life.
Entering the chamber excite hairs to stand up the way they should not be doing. With the eyes holding back the very spill. Day and night, 1-15-30, they sit by the warmth of each other and at times, violence erupt where the only help to the beaten is a strong phrase for the brave.
It is difficult for me to imagine the collection of courage and strength to face with your own beliefs. These heroic souls are telling us a message, so powerful that only death could deliver. Yet, we keep on shuffling for a new start.
And a wheelchair bound protester on this historic atrocity begged:
If we pray to God that our side is right, it would not shine the day better.
F
I will climb on my own
bed again once I find you.
To edge me against
the kneeling image of them.
While the water runs through me
I will keep my eyes open.
For it too difficult
to watch your feet dragging away.
Until I could speak again
these peculiar things would occur
as the fears are not in me
when they are only watching me.
bed again once I find you.
To edge me against
the kneeling image of them.
While the water runs through me
I will keep my eyes open.
For it too difficult
to watch your feet dragging away.
Until I could speak again
these peculiar things would occur
as the fears are not in me
when they are only watching me.
Does this make you happy?
Should I feel the need to be anything slithering underneath. To assume the creation of fragmented lights.
I could be the reflection of visions, or a hole drifted apart.
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Social composition of what appears to be within the circle of normalcy cannot be inflicted in a condition of pure stimulation of the mind. The case made against everything existing in revert of the expectations made me understand the nature of human as a complete outrage.
With that, it is in a simple form of acceptance that physical satisfaction means nothing but a gust of winds blowing your senses away. Regardless of non-physical existence of love, nothing changes. Unless you decide to believe that in your mind.
I am certain someone has said to me that 'Happiness visible to others is a happiness forced'. And he also mentions that if you are happy and satisfied in your mind, it is irrelevant for a point of regression to take part.
Hence, no one can tell me to stop lingering in my imagination. Even if they do, I will always have my trusted severe disorder, selective hearing.
Cheers to life and made up health condition.
I could be the reflection of visions, or a hole drifted apart.
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Social composition of what appears to be within the circle of normalcy cannot be inflicted in a condition of pure stimulation of the mind. The case made against everything existing in revert of the expectations made me understand the nature of human as a complete outrage.
With that, it is in a simple form of acceptance that physical satisfaction means nothing but a gust of winds blowing your senses away. Regardless of non-physical existence of love, nothing changes. Unless you decide to believe that in your mind.
I am certain someone has said to me that 'Happiness visible to others is a happiness forced'. And he also mentions that if you are happy and satisfied in your mind, it is irrelevant for a point of regression to take part.
Hence, no one can tell me to stop lingering in my imagination. Even if they do, I will always have my trusted severe disorder, selective hearing.
Cheers to life and made up health condition.
Accuse Me
It is somewhat entertaining upon every mention of such phrase, since he actually mean to say 'Excuse me'. Language barrier did not hinder his every sense of awkward charm.
The boating or old cruise ship experience was super. A night well spent though I jumped into the sheet tad early due to the fact that none of the members were close enough to enjoy a stupid conversation with me.
There are more than 100 small islands in the Ha Long Bay and our ship stationed itself in the middle of a fantastic view, with other ships surrounding ours. Reminiscing the old war films I have enjoyed as a child.
I could not help myself in setting aside the idea of actually having a proper company on board, would make it better. Lounging on the deck with thoughts of conquering the whole ship with faces and voices I could place, brought me a motion of joy that never exists.
Activities swirled along my cup of tea, which forced my muscles to smile their way to visions.
Unfortunately,
The boys had to gave up our fifth spot when I was unable to cheer for them. Nonetheless, I put on the Red shirt with the Irish Happy Buddha spotting my bravery. As he put it, ABU lads, Anything But United.
With all these to be put behind, I have to endorse the idea that I might have to marry a local since more than three of them have splurged me with brilliant remarks. And it is the only place in the world (where I have set foot on) with eyes smiling back at me, and clinging on the side of the wall to watch me. A bit creepy, but if I ever wish to marry, it is either this or the mad Russian boy who scares me even further.
Fuck it, I will stick to an adopted child in a cave with a cable telly.
The boating or old cruise ship experience was super. A night well spent though I jumped into the sheet tad early due to the fact that none of the members were close enough to enjoy a stupid conversation with me.
There are more than 100 small islands in the Ha Long Bay and our ship stationed itself in the middle of a fantastic view, with other ships surrounding ours. Reminiscing the old war films I have enjoyed as a child.
I could not help myself in setting aside the idea of actually having a proper company on board, would make it better. Lounging on the deck with thoughts of conquering the whole ship with faces and voices I could place, brought me a motion of joy that never exists.
Activities swirled along my cup of tea, which forced my muscles to smile their way to visions.
Unfortunately,
The boys had to gave up our fifth spot when I was unable to cheer for them. Nonetheless, I put on the Red shirt with the Irish Happy Buddha spotting my bravery. As he put it, ABU lads, Anything But United.
With all these to be put behind, I have to endorse the idea that I might have to marry a local since more than three of them have splurged me with brilliant remarks. And it is the only place in the world (where I have set foot on) with eyes smiling back at me, and clinging on the side of the wall to watch me. A bit creepy, but if I ever wish to marry, it is either this or the mad Russian boy who scares me even further.
Fuck it, I will stick to an adopted child in a cave with a cable telly.
Vietnam. The First Sight
I don't usually go around Asia for my eyes to explore. With this trip as a gift from mother, I could finally search for another piece of Asia.
The wonderful thing about Asian Region is, the multiple existence of diverse aesthetics. Each country provides you with a touch of wonder.
Getting my feet on the country is a pleasant experience, as the weather is as appealing as the pictures revealed to us beforehand. The funny thing is, my mother seems to believed the Vietnamese finds me different, hence the constant glare and funky smiles.
The first thing that grabbed my attention is the buildings. I have no clue on whether we are situated in the city, since everything looks the same. The buildings are relatively thin, as in super slim. It can be said to be the size of a standard house room. Though they multiplies the comfort by having it 3-4 stories height. Not to mention a dash of vibrant colours illuminating the immense surrounding.
Traffic here is as it is in India. Where the rude sounds and confusing turns trouble the mind of a fresh feet.
I can't really say much as I haven't move forward with the dating activities with this country. However, from the little bargain, it is an amazing few hours in Hanoi.
To the awesome looking cruise ship!
The wonderful thing about Asian Region is, the multiple existence of diverse aesthetics. Each country provides you with a touch of wonder.
Getting my feet on the country is a pleasant experience, as the weather is as appealing as the pictures revealed to us beforehand. The funny thing is, my mother seems to believed the Vietnamese finds me different, hence the constant glare and funky smiles.
The first thing that grabbed my attention is the buildings. I have no clue on whether we are situated in the city, since everything looks the same. The buildings are relatively thin, as in super slim. It can be said to be the size of a standard house room. Though they multiplies the comfort by having it 3-4 stories height. Not to mention a dash of vibrant colours illuminating the immense surrounding.
Traffic here is as it is in India. Where the rude sounds and confusing turns trouble the mind of a fresh feet.
I can't really say much as I haven't move forward with the dating activities with this country. However, from the little bargain, it is an amazing few hours in Hanoi.
To the awesome looking cruise ship!
Not going out
For the past year, I have been living like almost any other child my age.
It does hit me, that I am not, and never will be in the same position as my peers. I do apologize to friends of mine who constantly forced to deal with my deficiency.
I have never enjoyed going out, ever since I was younger. It annoys the shit out of me, and bothers me unconditionally. Though by living with mates, I do try to compensate my being by joining their activities. For a normal scoundrel, it is a fun filled moment. Given that the meaning of fun is as I had assumed, I am your abnormal youth-y scoundrel.
The youth is essentially a corrupt circle of fun people. They are well guarded by the needs and live life to the fullest.
And I, a sad lonely git (as taken by others) will save my money from the awful tradition of fun, for my history log.
10 years for now, I will miss a heap of shit movies. And there will be no regret. Though it is quite impossible as we are flawed constituted parts and we will regret any dust in our eyes.
Hence, lets not give a fuck about anything you do not wish to be associated with.
And much apologies dear friends, I like foods and animals. And you :)
It does hit me, that I am not, and never will be in the same position as my peers. I do apologize to friends of mine who constantly forced to deal with my deficiency.
I have never enjoyed going out, ever since I was younger. It annoys the shit out of me, and bothers me unconditionally. Though by living with mates, I do try to compensate my being by joining their activities. For a normal scoundrel, it is a fun filled moment. Given that the meaning of fun is as I had assumed, I am your abnormal youth-y scoundrel.
The youth is essentially a corrupt circle of fun people. They are well guarded by the needs and live life to the fullest.
And I, a sad lonely git (as taken by others) will save my money from the awful tradition of fun, for my history log.
10 years for now, I will miss a heap of shit movies. And there will be no regret. Though it is quite impossible as we are flawed constituted parts and we will regret any dust in our eyes.
Hence, lets not give a fuck about anything you do not wish to be associated with.
And much apologies dear friends, I like foods and animals. And you :)
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