This is the youth of today

When I first watch this, I know it is either that I am still dizzy from the sleep, or I have gone mental.

But I believe this song and video pretty much sums up the world of today's youth.

By observing each separately, you will infuse your head in the horrible structure of kids these days. The music is a shit, no point clarifying and explaining it. But the video is the best. I mean where else can you see idiots pretending to run but unfortunately is unable to. I bet that is how this whole shuffling manic starts. One kid trying to impress the peers by swift move and amazing sprint. However, lack of time spent outdoors forced his body to make him look rather stupid. As a defense, he made up a dance move excuse without weighing the fact that he looks like an idiot. And voila, the birth of a hip trend that embarrasses other less hip kids for not loving it.

Truthfully, I do not even want to figure how the world would evolve, considering this is put up and people are not as livid about the cultural movement as I am. Mission caveman will still be in my thoughts. Thank you a band (more like a couple of funny looking fellows) that is dodgy enough to wear a jacket with only one proper sleeve and shove mockeries in my face when I am denying its' sea of coolness.

Feel free to blame God

I am quite put off when people are going mental on subject of gay rights.

I for one have no belief in such but that does not warrant myself to be in the circle of condemnation. Some of us are just that incapable in fighting the urge to hate something. Be it people, animal or things. Does that make you a horrible twat.

I don't enjoy the sight of chavs and often make fun of them. Though there is none, other than the chavs themselves hinted me with a glance of hatred. They are people as well. So why the fuck no one bothers when they are being made fun of, sometimes discriminate through awful remarks. Why hasn't there be any chavs parade or groups upholding their status as wankers.

My point being if you can obliterate the concepts on the existence of religions or awful people, then you should know there is no such right granted for you to tell people off when doing something you supposedly believe to be the righteous path.

Homosexuality is not an excuse for you to be better than anyone. You might be a subject of animosity even if you are not gay. Hence, stop assuming a responsibility to chant away 'God made me this way' because there is a slight chance, every murderers, rapists and fucked up beings using the same excuse.

I and probably everyone else, have no issue on you being a person attracted to another with the same component as yours. We just lose it when there is this pretentious dilemma in living due to non-acceptance. Muslims, Buddhists, Disables, Specials and Popes are put in worst positions as you are. So think again when you mock people for not standing by your side. Even an ordinary being have it tough.

And stop it with the stupid drawn brows and pink coloured shits.

6

I'd like to swim in the air

and let it stroke my feelings

have it calm the flushing veins

the moving aches

the terror lips

I'd like to feed myself to the sun

and let it turn me

have it search in my eyes

the whispering touch

the unwanted light

Angelica Wednesday

I would probably end up changing my name to Angelica Wednesday. Since both are the most common characters of which believed to resemble myself. It is good, in a way, since I grow up watching and enjoying both of them. At one period I have assumed them to be me.

The only problem I have whenever others tell me about this very truth is that Wednesday has an extensive area of forehead, which is one of the subject of ridicule I experienced growing up. I would never expect people to see me as an amazing, fancy, and pretty character, as I am nothing of that traits. I enjoy being a person presumed to have come from other planet and drink blood (at one point I had savour). It comfort me to understand that I am build to be a person I intended to be before I could even access my mind.

Which brings me to the constant thoughts and fear of losing everything I have lived upon. My head, my heart, and the hard visioned companions I have always keep. This belongs to many conversations I have with few friends, on change, the inevitability in life. People are not generally of my interest and commonly viewed by me as horrible beings.

But what would happen if one day, I become part of it. When I lose interest in a solo conversation, and everything else I have always love. What happen if I start to care about being smart, pretty and known.

I will never give up in life, as it is quite impossible for me to do such. Giving up occurs only when you realized the best way to live is to die. To exist further.

Though I might one day give up, for losing these things I have known my whole entire life, for another set of chance.

I If

If ever I believe God speaks to me. Then you should know I have been lost. Not in mind, but in you. As difficult for me to admit I will never find you, it is even more to stop believing. They made me stay. Though the permission to further exists, they would not free me. Let me roam after the fence. You should know this is the reason we have never meet. There is nothing in my action that made it into an insanity streak. To never have found. You.

If ever I believe God does not listen to me. Then you should know. I never wish to find you. Beyond the cold swimming lessons. I realize life is better when the thought of the other ceases. And then the visions blur. Making sense of everyone else's mistake. It is everything in my action. To make you dream. The reason(s) we should never meet.