Gegen die Wand

It's quite difficult when you are destined to be in a fragile state of concentration
Like me.
I can't quite restrain myself from doing other things while I'm on something
That's really complicated eh.

Polishing my german is something I have yet not started.
Perhaps I WILL start right after I'm done with my school work.
Writing a speech, a legal and general essays, conducting and participating in a debate.
And that's probably just a quarter of the things I need to do.
It's more of a challenge for me though
Doesn't really sticks in my brain as a work.
I never work
The interpretation of work to me is
Doing something you have to do in order to gain or achieve what you want
Boo doesn't that sounds like a punishment

Let's put our state of mind on the brighter side
I thought love makes us all feel like a kid with a lollies.
I don't know
So here's a list of german words with love stuff (I hope it's the correct one :P)
- Liebesbrief
- Lebenslust
- Liebe ist blind

Ich liebe football ( I don't know how to say football in german)
:)

Free Time.

How fine is Life?

Oh that was for you to answer :)

Till Lindemann <3

What a nice lad.
He's not as loud and out there as most people would want him to be.
Well he's a poet.
A true one won't really put himself' 'out there'.
Well here are a couple of quotes from him that I adore.
Simplicity brings out the best of people.
That what I think at least.

'Loneliness sometimes gives me a quantity of creativeness - you're drinking another glass of wine and you're feeling even worse. Art doesn't work without pain; art also exists for compensating pain.'

'When I was an adolescent, I was obsessed with having many commercial things, cars, clothes, stupid things. Now that I have all that, I conclude/understand that the superfluous things can turn to you into a very stupid idiot-type. In East Germany there were very few things, but there was also a feeling of solidarity that no longer exists. Now we are up to the neck in consumption, the ego, the individualism. Now before friendship, it is merchandise.'

'The rolling R's didn't arise deliberately. It originated from itself because in that deep pitch you automatically sing that way. I'm no musician in the actual meaning. I don't know anything about instruments. But I'm supporting our music with my voice and lyrics well. It's a question of illustration, timbre and phonetics. We don't want to - for Heaven's sake - create a fascist-like style.'

'Love is like a flower; even the most beautiful kind dies.'

'You've got a kind of inner store. When things aren't going well, you just go inside and get a glass of travel preserves for your soul, open it and fill up on it.'

'To explain the lyrics would be to take away the whole attraction and afterwards perhaps the fans would even be disappointed. I would rather leave things in this area untouched so that everyone can bring their own interpretation and their own feeling to it.'

That's Till.
:)

Fräulein oder Frau.

I live on a small island.
Situated near my past-preference choice of country to live.
The population does not past a thousand of moving bodies.

I own a small fitting cottage.
On the inside is the basic need for a man to live.
In addition of materials needed for artistic purposes.
Living inside is my own self with two Persian cats, a schnauzer and a bunny.
I shall now change ‘my’ to ‘ours’

Around our cottage
There are vegetables planted
With some daisies and poppies
Just in case we need some refreshing view

It has been a while
The five of us living in the cottage
Doing our favourite things
It may be mundane
But not for the five of us

The game of cat and mouse
Just what I wanted
To suggest my friends that I am away in distance
But am I away from their memory

Cryptic forms of letters are being sent
To each of the acquaintances I have known
With pictures inserted in every envelope
I wait in the cottage for answers
For the prize I am looking for

30 years of life
30 years of walking, shouting, talking and etc.
My master asks ‘Fräulein oder Frau’
Accept my apology
Please, I can’t figure that out yet.

Is there one for me?
Will ‘it’ come searching for what I have been looking for?
Am I living with the right shadow?
Guiding the unknown
To my every doubt
My every query.

Fräulein oder Frau.

Melancholic

09' hasn't really shows me its' best part.

What Makes Us Become Such Greedy Man?

That's the question I can't bare to answer.
I know for a fact people move on with their lives with a tad pinch of greed and selfish-ness.
But does it really pays off in the end.
The other day, I encounter a greedy mess as nobody had given me information while I was absent from the class.
Those bollocks...
But then it occur to me that maybe they wanted me to fail or made a joke out of myself.
Can't figure exactly what is it.

Maybe it's better to be alone.
No competition, no criminal activities.
Well unless you are battling with the ghost on your back ;P